I have not been enjoying life lately. It's become monotonous and tiring. Let me explain my current work situation -- we're very short-staffed (so much that we're missing an entire closing shift this whole week). On top of that, James and I are the only two managers (the other told us a week in advance that he was quitting). Even better -- James is putting in his notice, too. This leaves me. Right now, since there are only two managers running the store, we both work seven days. Tomorrow is my short day -- 6:30-9:30am.
I'm tired almost all the time. I don't have energy or motivation to do anything hardly except stay at home and watch TV. This makes me feel stagnant and worthless after doing it for long enough. I need something different. I wanted to take a day trip to Chattanooga tomorrow since I get off early, but Matt decided that he was going to work on his apartment all day. Which annoys me since he's had ample time to work on it before now. We're not going to have the opportunity to up and drive to Chattanooga every week. Damn it.
So I'm trying to think of interesting things to do in Nashville. But Nashville is just boring sometimes! It's my lack of friends, maybe. I don't really have any. I barely see Amanda ever. Brittany cut off communication when she got pregnant. Kelli and Katie both live in different cities. I'm not allowed to fraternize with my coworkers. I miss having friends.
Frustration, man. Maybe if I go back to sleep, I'll feel better.
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What's in My Journal (by William Stafford)
Odd things, like a button drawer. Mean
things, fishhooks, barbs in your hand.
But marbles too. A genius for being agreeable.
Junkyard crucifixes, voluptuous
discards. Space for knickknacks, and for
Alaska. Evidence to hang me, or to beautify.
Clues that lead nowhere, that never connected
anyway. Deliberate obfuscation, the kind
that takes genius. Chasms in character.
Loud omissions. Mornings that yawn above
a new grave. Pages you know exist
but you can't f ind them. Somebody's terribly
inevitable life story, maybe mine.
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So, I'm going to be in town this weekend. I'll probably only be available on Sunday, but I'll hang out with you and do amazing things! We'll actually i'm not sure what amazing things there are to do in Nashville, but we'll figure it out. Just call me if you are bored and don't have to work!
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